3 more days to my exam!! am i gonna fail ??? barely started my revision for this subject. I am dead!!! Yup n if i fail i probably deserve it, thats wad u get for slacking off the whole sem u noob.
And the sad thing is i dun feel anything, the worst case is that my gpa drop, which technically, isn't that bad since i got no honours anyway. And i should have enuff buffer to not get kicked out of school, so in that sense i am safe. Haha im not taking mc, gonna try to gamble for a pass, yup like upgrading, u may just succeed. Or hope every1 does badly, i will take my chances :)
zzzzz im going nowhere, y do i even bother ... But thats just me, just continue, even if it leads to nowhere, because i have nothing better to do.
lol this post is so fun to type bye.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
wheee
exams r here !!! ok today later haha. gg i realised i c my schedule wrong yesterday at 5 pm. So yea so the plan abit spoil. always make the same mistake 1 lol.
Ok lor exam tmr, i dunnoe wad im thinking, but i guess im ok.
Shall stop "smoking" here, got lots of "smoke" to throw tmr. glhf ...
Ok lor exam tmr, i dunnoe wad im thinking, but i guess im ok.
Shall stop "smoking" here, got lots of "smoke" to throw tmr. glhf ...
Friday, November 13, 2009
updates
yea 20 12 , end of the world, no more exams !!!
ok thats not the point. Lets c ... exams in 9 days!! wah its down to single digit, getting real scary lol .... I think this sem i got 3x more time to study compared to my previous sem, but im just wasting it away anyway, so the advantage is gone. There goes my dream of pulling up my gpa, bleah its just a dream anyway. lol jk.
Its a vicious cycle, too much work, dun feel like doing work, more work gets left undone, increased guilt, too stress cant work, then it snowballs, back to square 1. I can just spend full days in guilt marveling at the amount of work i have to do. Zzz ya i know i should just do instead of relying on feelings, i also know i should set small goals and achieve them slowly. Ya i know, i know.
zzzzz im such a disappointment, to myself. But all that is the past as of now, becuz its nv too late to start, should concentrate on the present. yup :)
Hmm other things ... i have successfully quit fb !! even mafia wars and rc. (ok i log in to trade ingredients when asked by players, then i log out straight, yea its possible.) But then become play dota, lol bad but hmmm. Havent touched my psp in weeks, classed up on luna, dmg almost doubled lol, so 1 more thing down. Projects and presentations done, in fact i dun think i will need to go back to school other than exams. heh :)
All that is left is to do what i always wanted to do, just study for exams. So little distractions, thats y im sad i cant study, i have considered extremes like turning off msn and hp lol, smthing like that. Zzz i still lack the will to do that. haiz
ok thats not the point. Lets c ... exams in 9 days!! wah its down to single digit, getting real scary lol .... I think this sem i got 3x more time to study compared to my previous sem, but im just wasting it away anyway, so the advantage is gone. There goes my dream of pulling up my gpa, bleah its just a dream anyway. lol jk.
Its a vicious cycle, too much work, dun feel like doing work, more work gets left undone, increased guilt, too stress cant work, then it snowballs, back to square 1. I can just spend full days in guilt marveling at the amount of work i have to do. Zzz ya i know i should just do instead of relying on feelings, i also know i should set small goals and achieve them slowly. Ya i know, i know.
zzzzz im such a disappointment, to myself. But all that is the past as of now, becuz its nv too late to start, should concentrate on the present. yup :)
Hmm other things ... i have successfully quit fb !! even mafia wars and rc. (ok i log in to trade ingredients when asked by players, then i log out straight, yea its possible.) But then become play dota, lol bad but hmmm. Havent touched my psp in weeks, classed up on luna, dmg almost doubled lol, so 1 more thing down. Projects and presentations done, in fact i dun think i will need to go back to school other than exams. heh :)
All that is left is to do what i always wanted to do, just study for exams. So little distractions, thats y im sad i cant study, i have considered extremes like turning off msn and hp lol, smthing like that. Zzz i still lack the will to do that. haiz
Monday, November 2, 2009
Still no inspiration, but i will blog anyway
Just in case this blog dies within 1 post, i shall post something now.
Blah no title, means i can just crap random stuff. Can always start with "work" (in this case uni), since im supposed to be too old to talk about other stuff. Too old to stay up all nite gaming, too old to .... zzz just to old lah, too lazy to think liao.
Yup yup with regards to school, im still inside i guess. Been trying real hard to restart my engine, but it seems hard. Zzzz i want to study. I dun want to do stupid projects and presentations and dumb reports for the sake of completing them. Can't stand those things, i think thats y i like my poly so much, so little projects to do, and probably y i avoid business courses like a plague. Haha come to think of it, i score quite badly in subjects with projects. Liddat how to work next time. gg.
And OHH NOES its November!!! zzz exams starts this month. And most of my subjects, i have no idea wads going on. Hmm but so far i always realised that i have no idea wads going on 2 - 5 days before the exams itself. So in that sense, im slightly better.
Also, where is every1. Seems like every1 is missing and busy these days, hardly anything going on. Its like i got so little people to sms 4 stuff, ya just wondering, nothing much. Cant have anything anyway, need to study. I don't have a choice lol.
Blah no title, means i can just crap random stuff. Can always start with "work" (in this case uni), since im supposed to be too old to talk about other stuff. Too old to stay up all nite gaming, too old to .... zzz just to old lah, too lazy to think liao.
Yup yup with regards to school, im still inside i guess. Been trying real hard to restart my engine, but it seems hard. Zzzz i want to study. I dun want to do stupid projects and presentations and dumb reports for the sake of completing them. Can't stand those things, i think thats y i like my poly so much, so little projects to do, and probably y i avoid business courses like a plague. Haha come to think of it, i score quite badly in subjects with projects. Liddat how to work next time. gg.
And OHH NOES its November!!! zzz exams starts this month. And most of my subjects, i have no idea wads going on. Hmm but so far i always realised that i have no idea wads going on 2 - 5 days before the exams itself. So in that sense, im slightly better.
Also, where is every1. Seems like every1 is missing and busy these days, hardly anything going on. Its like i got so little people to sms 4 stuff, ya just wondering, nothing much. Cant have anything anyway, need to study. I don't have a choice lol.
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