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yea 20 12 , end of the world, no more exams !!!

ok thats not the point. Lets c ... exams in 9 days!! wah its down to single digit, getting real scary lol .... I think this sem i got 3x more time to study compared to my previous sem, but im just wasting it away anyway, so the advantage is gone. There goes my dream of pulling up my gpa, bleah its just a dream anyway. lol jk.

Its a vicious cycle, too much work, dun feel like doing work, more work gets left undone, increased guilt, too stress cant work, then it snowballs, back to square 1. I can just spend full days in guilt marveling at the amount of work i have to do. Zzz ya i know i should just do instead of relying on feelings, i also know i should set small goals and achieve them slowly. Ya i know, i know.

zzzzz im such a disappointment, to myself. But all that is the past as of now, becuz its nv too late to start, should concentrate on the present. yup :)

Hmm other things ... i have successfully quit fb !! even mafia wars and rc. (ok i log in to trade ingredients when asked by players, then i log out straight, yea its possible.) But then become play dota, lol bad but hmmm. Havent touched my psp in weeks, classed up on luna, dmg almost doubled lol, so 1 more thing down. Projects and presentations done, in fact i dun think i will need to go back to school other than exams. heh :)
All that is left is to do what i always wanted to do, just study for exams. So little distractions, thats y im sad i cant study, i have considered extremes like turning off msn and hp lol, smthing like that. Zzz i still lack the will to do that. haiz